Every day is regret for me… I do not know how to start my story… Its begins when i was a kid.  My parents always arguing… I always confused, always confronted with two options, between father or mother. The worst are I have always listened to my mother!

I feel very disappointed with my mother. I felt that I had used to for his own interests. And I hate this fact. Why do I trust her.

He said that my father has another woman , that he have a son of other women. She always said that my father are bad people , that he supposed feel lucky to have a wife like herself.

If I did not just listen to her, if I heard from both sides . If I can turn back time… I must live in regrets and sink increasingly in without know when I can get out from it all. Who can save me from this situations?

One day , my father knock my room in a drunken state. He weeping and said that i too trust my mother , that i too defend my mother… I want to tell you everything, but it means that I have to tell you the misconduct my mother.

When my father died , I still felt disappointed , but now I know that I was wrong, and it’s very painful me. I am so sorry I already hate and make his sad. I’m so sorry…